Tired of this madness

Dear blog,

Since I have my resolutions planned early of the year, seems like any of the resolutions doesn't make any sense! Hello, I'm not stupid okay! Things yang buat aku pissed off is group work, memang aku hangin betul kalau diberi task yang senang tapi takes forever nak siapkan. Berapi sangat! Okay, I know its not right to feel bad about this, I think it must be something wrong with my hormone.! Biasalah kejap naik kejap turun, mood pun ikut sekali lah. Okay, aku decide untuk biarkan aje and lets see whether the work can finish or not. This time around, aku bagi idea, and biar diorang yang buat. But sebabkan sikap aku yang merasakan orang akan anggap aku tak buat kerja membuatkan aku feel like I have to do something and contibute something. Nobody wants to lose right? Its okay, its just task, bukannya assignment. So chillax lah...

Now, I want to speed up doing the tutorial work and again I have to work in group! You know how much I hate group work.."better be safe than sorry" haha this proverb macam tak kena saje dengan situasi sekarang ni. Better be alone forever than sakit hati of being part of the group. You know how hurt it is when people make fun of you and don't want to listen to you, or even don't agree with you on certain things, or EVEN if they are not agree but terpaksa buat-buat agree of your decision. Urrghhh....buat semua tu mungkin nak jaga hati, but sebenarnya lagi menyakitkan hati....urghh.. ><".. And suddenly pulak, nak menggedik hangit depan aku pulak..haish...juat can't accept it..Okay let me be the black sheep of the group, that's much more better. Sometimes, put yourself down and try to accept people's opinion, and don't be selfish okay.