Well it depends
on which day in the week, since I’m doing part time job as a teacher at the
tuition centre, my schedule is kinda full every Mondays, Thursdays and
Saturdays. I like going for a jog every evening at the park. I enjoy seeing
people of Slim River doing their fitness routine there. It gives me the feeling
of I am part of the community. I seldom going to the gym, coz its kinda
expensive. LOL. Tuesday, 15 March 2016
My daily Routines
Well it depends
on which day in the week, since I’m doing part time job as a teacher at the
tuition centre, my schedule is kinda full every Mondays, Thursdays and
Saturdays. I like going for a jog every evening at the park. I enjoy seeing
people of Slim River doing their fitness routine there. It gives me the feeling
of I am part of the community. I seldom going to the gym, coz its kinda
expensive. LOL. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Sometimes I am a morning person, really. I try to do
important task in the morning because I can think best at that time. By afternoon,
I normally feel a bit drowsy and begin to slow down. During the evening, I enjoy
watching the sunset. When the sun sets, it gives me some sort of weird feeling
that the day is complete and makes me think of whether I have done something
good or otherwise. I’d think about my life, my mother, my family, myself of
course and what will I do for the next day onwards. Monday, 25 January 2016
A catch of breath... pheww!
Holly wow...!! I have been away for quite a long time already.
Now I'm back.. wee hoo.. Though I have been thru so many things these few weeks I still dont have the idea to talk any of those things here.
Well lets recall back what I have done on Dec.
Hurm.. oh ya.. I kena demam campak... hello... I almost forgot about that..
Chicken pox.. yeah it was a chicken pox... Now im living with scarss... for the rest of my life..
I thought dah kena before this tak kena dah.. at the age 23 pulak kena once again.. now terima lah kau padahnye scars everywhere on my body.. paling serik tu on my face! wuarghhh...
Dalam pada tu pun, there is this guy who really nice to me, belanja me with one bottle of Azanis scar serum... well I've been using the serum for two months already.. and the results are really not satisfying... masih ade lagi scars yg susah nak hilang.... isk isk isk... sedihh! but never mind... I dont care though... bersyukur lah masih banyak lagi nikmat Allah bagi...so that was it.
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During this time, many of us already have been interviewed by SPP, but not us who SK tagging...
Rezeki belum sampai la tu.. so I wait and pray harder everyday... So daripada tak buat apa, I menyahut seruan this teacher, who runs a tuition centre here in SR, she asked me whether I could help her to teach at the tuition center. I said yes. So that was it, bermulalah kerjaya I as a tuition teacher. For the time being I work there and doing some tutorial at home for English and Maths.
The parents here are very eager to send their kids to me. Haha,.. Well, I just need to say Alhamdulillah for this opportunity,.. I hope I can do the best for them. Insyaallah..
To tell you the truth, its really hard to adjust myself at home after graduation. before this, asyik rindu rumah je kan.. now, nah amik kau... you sit and berkarat kat rumah... well biasa la tu, been at home for several months dah, miss college life so badly, wanting to be in class listen to lectures.. aawwhh.. how I miss those moments. I try my best to stick to my plans and objectives before I got my posting. Another phase of life is coming... asking myself whether or not Im ready with upcoming challenges in life. Can I survive?? haha wait and see.

Another matlamat that I seldom say it here is, I wanted to be fit and healthy. I've been jogging and going to the gym for the last couple of months and now I try to make it as a routine. Sitting at home is a great challenge since I got all famish looking at the food. sooo tempting...As I always say to myself, if you wanna get fit and healthy, you must work your butt off.. nobody gonna do it for you! So why giving up so easily? your body is your business. Get out there and start digging your but off the ground bitch! haha...
Thats all for today's post, catch me again next time...
Toodles!
Sunday, 8 November 2015
I'm here November
I'm here November!
The best thing in my life is being myself. I feel great when I'm being myself. I know you'd feel the same.
Since I'm home for internship, I kinda bored and trying my best to fit in with the new situation. Well, I kinda develop new habits and routines...
Just that now I'm more realize about myself and the world around me. And because of that, I learn something new and reminding myself with some good values. So, here's the thing, I learn to admit when I'm wrong. Accepting our mistakes and our flaws is a crucial part of getting older and understanding that we aren’t perfect. You aren’t perfect. We all are! Nothing is perfect. Life is easier when you accept it for the hot mess it is and the hot mess you are.
Thursday, 29 October 2015
Stressed out!
Today, um.. no yesterday was my nightmare at school. Was it me or them?
I just don't know. Its hard to say no to people when they ask me for help. so that was it. sometimes people can go overboard by ordering this and that. Im not a servant, okay!
Sunday, 25 October 2015
Edge of life
Dear blog,
I have just completed my one month internship at that school. I feel very much relief though I still have few more weeks to go for intern.
Being at home is a different feeling than being at college. I just couldn't believe it that I have gone thru 5 years of training in that institute. Life if so much different today. Gotta start thinking about future, work, money, cars, n all sort of living requirements.. I'm an adult. I have grown up! Sob sob...
I'm glad that I kept myself busy with works and some projects at school.
Now that I already finished two projects which are the national sports day's senamrobik, and English interactive board. Wish I could upload the pics here, but now my handphone is in a bit of predicament the moment. Maybe on the next post I'll post the pics together with the descriptions. Anyways, wish me luck for the upcoming spp interview! Gonna break the leg before its started.
Talk again soon., bye..
Friday, 23 October 2015
I'm a Teacher
Behind that doctor,
Is me, a teacher...........
Behind that economist,
Is me, a teacher..........
Above those astronomers,Is me, a teacher..............
I carry the light even though they mostly make jokes of me...........
But I am a teacher........
I don't qualify for a RDP house nor earn enough to buy an expensive one.............
But yes, I am a teacher...........
Some think or even say that I have too many holidays, never knowing that I spend those holidays either correcting papers or planning what and how I'm going to teach when i go back to school........
Because I am a teacher..,
sometimes I get confused and even get stressed by the ever changing policies by the politicians who have political powers over what and how I have to teach.......
Despite all that I am a teacher and I have to teach and i'm teaching.............
On pay days I don't laugh as others do, but by the next day I have to come with a smile to those that I teach........... Because I'm a teacher.........
The main source of my satisfaction is when I see them growing, succeeding, having all those assets, bravely facing the world and its challenges,
and i say yes I've taught in spite of living in a world opened by Google..
Because I am a teacher............
Yes I am a teacher........
It doesn't matter how they look at me,
it doesn't matter how much more they earn than me,
it doesn't matter that they drive while I walk
because all what they have is through me, a teacher.. Whether they acknowledge me or not......
I am a teacher...........
Pass this to all the teachers n make them proud of their career.
Dedicated to all the amazing teachers.....
Teachers ...... always be proud
...... Proud to be a teacher
Monday, 12 October 2015
At school for internship
I have not been writing anything since the last post. I am very much sorry for that.
After a long and tiring years of hardship and bloodbath of study, I have finally come to an end of my degree studies. Five and a half years done! completely. Alhamdulillah. Thank you to Allah for the barakah and health He's been blessing me for all these years, I have done my best to be the best that I could. My family especially to mother who had gone through many struggles and hardship in life to earn our living and to support my studies. Anyway, I'm grateful.
Now that I've slowly entering the working world, the feeling is different. Internship is just a gateway for me to take a glimpse of how the working world will look like.
Before we all gone back to our hometown, we hanged out for the last time and I feel very sad as time goes by very fast. I regret not to spend time with my friends while we had time before.
I hope one day we could see each other as one piece. I will be missing them so much.
I don't want to recall every sweet and sour moments we had together yet. I'll keep it for the next entry.
Now I need to finish my work as the internship period will soon come to an end. The file and others stuffs like the paper work must be ready in the file.
Just I need time to motivate myself at the moment.
Someone told me that if I get into a stressful condition, imagine I hold a glass of water. A glass of water won't be too heavy if I hold it just for awhile. However, if I hold it for too long, a glass of water will caused me pain on the arm and it will started to feel more heavier. If I hold it for too long, my hand will go cramp..numb and hurt painfully. Similarly to the stress. If I think of the problem or the pressure for too long, I will feel burden and painful. So think of it for awhile and move on. Let it go. DOn't let it overwhelmed myself. I will go crazy if I think too much. The best thing is to release it and don't ever think about it. Think of a solution, think of something that can make me happy and carry on my life.
I got to psyche myself to positive thinking to attract positive vibes and energy. Prayer is important when I'm down. If I see positive things in negative comments, then 3/4 of the battle is won!!
Always tell myself no matter where I go, there will be problem and difficulties especially in working life as I will be spending time working. So the only way is to be resilient and positive to myself so that when I feel down I still can bounce back!
Thursday, 18 June 2015
"aut neca aut necatus eris"

Murder or be murdered. That is the title for today's post.
I'm kind of a mess. I think I need to take some time to reintroduce myself to myself. I just finished being somebody's lover and that didn't really work out. And now I'm running off to be somebody's lover. Seems to me I need to take a little breather. This person is playing me. I know it all along. Everyone is replaceable. How could you do this to me? All I've ever wanted is for us to be great and be a part of something special. I guess everything in this world is worth trying and even I couldn't stand a chance to be worthy to all the things. But that's okay, I learn from my experience.
Things happen for a reason. What most important thing now is I need to focus on my final semester and do the best for myself. I have come all the way long from the beginning I try so hard to find myself and the true meaning of life. Now that I have come to my senses and I've gone through some sort of transition state in life and am about to complete it. Hope to see nice things in future as well as meeting a lot more good people who will bring the best in me.
Salam Ramadhan Al Mubarak...
Sunday, 5 April 2015
Some valuable reflection
Saturday, 4 April 2015
ENGLISH CAMP, WHIZ KIDZ! 2015
Around 135 students had the
opportunity to attend a one day English camp held at SK Clifford, in Kuala
Kangsar Perak on March 28, 2015. The English language camp was sponsored by Institut
Pendidikan Guru Kampus Ipoh and the camp was made possible due to support from
SK Clifford, Pejabat Pendidikan Daerah Kuala Kangsar (PPD) as well as other
schools in Kuala Kangsar. The goals of the camp were to attract the students to
learn English language, to enable to students to participate in language
activities which also provide leadership training for students. They get the chance to learn how to lead a
team. They learn organisational skills such as planning and problem solving,
all of which the classroom situation may be unable to provide. Additionally, the
camp was aimed to promote a meaningful interaction and provide platform for
students to use English language in communication effectively.The camp’s activities were varied throughout the one whole day with check points stations, action songs competition, gallery walk, telematch, and amazing race. Fun icebreaking session with creative English language building challenge which one of it was creating group cheers. The amazing race was fun as the students enjoyed the tasks and tricky clues which kept them stimulated until the end of the game. Other check points stations which encompassed with interesting activities such as ‘broken-telephone’, ‘junior master-chef’, ‘spell it right challenge’, ‘talentime’, ‘puppet show’ and many others. Camp participants included 135 students, ages ranging from 11-12 years old, from 19 primary schools around the Kuala Kangsar district. The English camp committee members enjoyed tremendous support among the school teachers and has attracted many students to join. Apart from that, the camp also was giving out prizes for all the participants. Many teachers and lecturers from IPG Kampus Ipoh came to support the program that day. Each participant was given two certificates of appreciation from IPG Kampus Ipoh and PPD for their participation.
Based
on the positive feedback from participants and the begging and pleading for
more time at camp, the president of the language camp concluded that their
goals were successfully met. A big
thank to the program adviser Puan Lizarose Abdullah for her dedication and for
all the trainee teachers as well as the school teachers for their hard work and
dedication towards the achievement of the English camp. It is hope that more
English camp like this to be held and more students to join it for an exciting
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