At school for internship

Dear blog,

I have not been writing anything since the last post. I am very much sorry for that. 
After a long and tiring years of hardship and bloodbath of study, I have finally come to an end of my degree studies. Five and a half years done! completely. Alhamdulillah. Thank you to Allah for the barakah and health He's been blessing me for all these years, I have done my best to be the best that I could. My family especially to mother who had gone through many struggles and hardship in life to earn our living and to support my studies. Anyway, I'm grateful. 
Now that I've slowly entering the working world, the feeling is different. Internship is just a gateway for me to take a glimpse of how the working world will look like. 
Before we all gone back to our hometown, we hanged out for the last time and I feel very sad as time goes by very fast. I regret not to spend time with my friends while we had time before. 
I hope one day we could see each other as one piece. I will be missing them so much. 
I don't want to recall every sweet and sour moments we had together yet. I'll keep it for the next entry.
Now I need to finish my work as the internship period will soon  come to an end. The file and others stuffs like the paper work must be ready in the file. 

Just I need time to motivate myself at the moment.
Someone told me that if I get into a stressful condition, imagine I hold a glass of water. A glass of water won't be too heavy if I hold it just for awhile. However, if I hold it for too long, a glass of water will caused me pain on the arm and it will started to feel more heavier. If I hold it for too long, my hand will go cramp..numb and hurt painfully. Similarly to the stress. If I think of the problem or the pressure for too long, I will feel burden and painful. So think of it for awhile and move on. Let it go. DOn't let it overwhelmed myself. I will go crazy if I think too much. The best thing is to release it and don't ever think about it. Think of a solution, think of something that can make me happy and carry on my life. 

I got to psyche myself to positive thinking to attract positive vibes and energy. Prayer is important when I'm down. If I see positive things in negative comments, then 3/4 of the battle is won!!
Always tell myself no matter where I go, there will be problem and difficulties especially in working life as I will be spending time working. So the only way is to be resilient and positive to myself so that when I feel down I still can bounce back!