A week ago, I got my interview call. I'm very happy. In fact, by the time I told my mother about it, she burst into tears. I have been waiting for interview call since four months ago. Quite a long time tho. I don't know how am I suppose to feel now. Even I am happy, I still feel sad and confused. Will I be doing fine for the interview? God knows how I feel right now. The feelings are all mixed up. Dear God, please help me get through this feeling and keep me calm during this month.
God, I'm screwed!.. No, I'm not! I know for a fact that I'm gonna get through this just fine. How can you be so sure about that? I don't know, really..! I appreciate everyone's endless supply of affirmations about the good fortune that I'm gonna get, but nothing can deny the fact that the Titanic has hit the iceberg and now I'm on a sinking ship! Look, you have no idea what kind of pressure I'm under. Not if I can help myself! I sort of lost my way for the moment. I know there's much to do at this point of time. I feel like I wanna give up!
Being an adult isn't something easy. The responsibilities, the job, financial, everything! Though we have our hard times, true friends always find a way to help you find your way back. I know somehow, my family and friends out there always pray for me for my future. And I'm too, hoping that everyone of us gonna get the best in life. Deep down I'm scared. Seems like many of us have started with the revision. How about myself? hmm.. I know something to be true, that I have limited knowledge about many things. I think I just need to take it slow and listen to my heart. May the sparks of hope shine brightly as I go on with this life.
2 comments:
You can do it jabar! All the best.
thank you dear... ^^
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