A little glitter of my heart

 

It was a long evening, alone in the room. I was considered to do my work but I was listening to music all the time. But that is not the point now....
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This evening I met you again... there was an awkward moment, both you and me had nothing to say to each other. I'm happy though. After awhile, I started laughing and couldn't stop. I know you heard me. What is more than the need to be known? It is the entirety of intimacy, love, living,..this knowing. I give myself over to it.
What do I miss most? The first day we met, we talked, the way you look at me, the way you greeted me, the way you wanted so much to talk with me, how you choose me over your friends.. how everything was done just for me, your texts,..your smile... 
I just want you to be happy being with me all along....
That was yesterday....
The memories, now lingering in my mind....
Trying the hardest way to put it aside...
This won't fade away....
Coz I know, it last with the beauty you have made for me...
 

As days went by, my life another...
I know you know I was there all along, but you made no sign to me.
The only thing I can do now is close my eyes and hope.
Hoping for one day, we can be together, as we used to be.

It's a little glitter of my heart.