Bliss in the morning

Hi there blog. we meet again.
This morning I was quite sleepy and can't concentrate on my study.
Keep on falling asleep as always.
I begin this wonderful morning with good musics and simple breakfast.
Nothing have been happening here and I feel that quite boring. 
Getting my life balance going, waiting for holiday.
But now, have to stick my head focus on exam, open all things necessary.
Feels good though.

Hmm...so posting here more regularly doesn't seem to have fun. haha








 

Allah will do the rest

"Hasbunallah wanikmal wakil" ♥ 

Begin each day with faith in your heart, and know that no matter how steep the mountain, Allah is with you as you climb. Every day do your best, Allah will do the rest. 

 

All the best!

^^

Be creative in the classroom

Dear blog, I just found this in the internet and wanted to share it here.
This can be useful for teaching language arts in the classroom.
Take few simple steps and there you have it.
Would find myself a time doing this during the holidays..


Enjoy!








Have a good week.

The way I see it

Dear blog,

This morning I sat for my Children's Literature paper.

I was quite nervous and worried all morning. Worried if I'd forget everything I had read before.

Luckily I managed to do it. 

The questions were easy , but still there were some confusing parts that got me almost crying. Haha, but don't worry everything will be fine.

This exam week also make me coming down with a sore throat, cold and little anxiety. Now that all the stress has gone a bit and happier times are warming my heart. BUt its not the right time to be happy though. My body feels safe to let go a little bit, I guess.
3 more to go!

Please....be optimistic!

Lets pray. " O' Allah, give me strength, make things easy for me, don't let me go astray.."

Mistake

Dear blog, 

I just did something that made my friend hate me forever.

I was not thinking before I said that. I truly am sorry.

The words came out from my mouth just like that.

Urghh... this time around, my attitude really pissing me off.

He already hates me, and I added some more today.

Seriously I'm sorry. 

It was a mistake.

He said that it was ok when I said I'm sorry, but seems like he wasn't.

I have a big mouth and couldn't do much about it.

I think its time for me to zip my lips and close it forever!

I suppose to do something useful tonight instead I did something wrong!

Wrong....wrong...wrong....

after all, it was a mistake.

drooling

Sunday's update

Dear blog,

In the past few days I've been forcing myself to do something I've never been comfortable with, doing things alone. Sure, I'm alone doing all the reading stuff all day, but I was thinking about heading out for mini adventures to clear my mind. Indeed, I went to pay a visit to my friend's house along with my classmates. Quite an amazing trip for me as I was the one who drove the car from Ipoh to Teluk Intan. pfft 

A trip with more time with friends will happen again someday, I hope. ^^

As someone who only live 'my life the fullest' and struggle with so much anxiety now and then, I'm not really sure what has changed in my attitude to try so hard to work on my studies lately. Maybe approaching the end of the semester of this 2012 has just flipped a switch in me. I'm in full-blown mode trying to finish my studies and make myself ready for action while on top of all the other work I have to do before sitting for exam.

Have a good weekend!

Alone and bored

 

Dear blog, I've been doing my reading since this afternoon but I kept on falling asleep. I'm tired....

私が心配 WOrry

Dear blog,

We meet again this time. Nothing to talk about actually. I will be sitting for exam soon enough. I'm really worried.  I've been watching korean dramas recently and teared myself out. I'm getting really excited about the dramas so far. I think I should be excited about exam instead right?

I don't know, exam makes me want to tear my hair out but thinking of the future calms me a bit. I haven't finished the reading, so guess I need to work on it as soon as possible.

(Longing for some wonderful time with friends and family...)

 

Ok that's all, end boring post!

これはかわいいです

 

 ありがとう、また来て...

 Arigato,..

Cool is it?

It is a traditional Japanese straw footwear or sandal. I think its cool.
Would like to have a pair. 

Sushi G

Hi blog,
Stopping by for awhile.
Just stumbled with this cute logo in the internet. Google always make us fun with their logos.
This is sushi style obviously. 
I do like sushi, but sometimes its kinda boring eating raw food. Yucks!

Was at home. Sick.

Dear blog,

I need someone to take me to go to amazing road trip this holiday. Even though the holiday is not there yet, I've plan to go to so many interesting places already! 

Not to forget, exam is around the corner! I've got a lot to prepare..

Over the recent weekend, I was sick all day long and decided to go home straight on Sunday morning. I went to a nearby clinic on Saturday, and my stomach was in such pain, until I've asked the doctor to give me an injection. She said I'm having an appendix or what so ever, and wrote a letter for me to refer to the hospital Raja Permaisuri Bainun on that day. However, I didn't go. I decided to go back home and went to slim river hospital for further checkup. So to the hospital I went. There I admitted myself, and they put me in emergency room as I was still in pain that day. The pain was in the right side of the abs, and further they took blood and urine sample to test whether I have such disease. After a moment, they came up to me and I was told that, I was having acute  gastritis, and the pain I felt was due to the air trapped inside the intestine. Nonetheless, I'm glad because I'm free from any surgery. Only have one word for that, Alhamdulillah.  

While I was home for two days, my mind raced thinking of all the things I could do while I was there. I could watch all of the TV shows and movies I loved and listen to my favorite songs. I could eat whatever I want without judgement. In fact, I was celebrating my free-from-surgery with KFC (my sister's treat). But I can't always be happy though,because, we just don't know when is our turn. 

Oh yeah, I also kept myself busy at night with literature and some books I brought home. I enjoyed myself doing the reading stuff while watching korean movies. I always wanted to do myself a favor and pick up some joy while I'm doing something. It would also make a great time for the whole day and design a wonderful image in my life.

Till then, good bye.

Thanks for visiting. 

Jealous? hell no!

 

Pffffftttt!!  Only idiots would believe this!

Just sway with it

 

Hi there again blog, I just wanted to pop in to say hello because I think I need to say so. hehe. I need to say that I' m sorry to all my friends out there if I did something wrong, I really am sorry. Needless to say, this week has been very hectic and so will be to upcoming weeks. I have to be prepared for exams. I want to thank to those of you who left me wonderful feedback when I needed the most. I was really touched. Glad to have friends like you guys. I know that there was a bit problem over some things like you know, so-called friendship-love-problems. But after awhile, I've learned that I really can't please everyone. like we used to hear, the more you grow, the more polar opposite criticism you’ll hear. Doing everything myself, and decide what’s good for my study and life. It's amazing and  a fascinating time to learn as well as experienced many things.  I noticed that, I’m getting better and better about not taking things too personally, even if it’s difficult at times to remember that.

Have a lovely weekend, friends, and I will see you again next time.

 .....^^.....

Alas

Dear blog,

Today is Thursday indeed. Obviously! hello...I found out something that I know to be true.

I have longed for this and proudly to say, I'm free from any relationship. I tried hardly to explain to her, but seemed I had to let the time to make it happen. Today was the day, where I've got my life back as a normal person who dream of big dreams. Nobody can stop me. Me and my life again. I can do whatever I want to do and not to bother of bugging people around and being bugged by vermin like you. Bugging is more than just a stupid thing one will do. Stop bugging around ok. Everything I do, is because I love my life. At last, I'm free.

Have a nice day!

Attitude? no problem

If it started to rain.....it rains like shit....
I don't care what people are saying about me...
but I do care when my best friends talking trash about me...
If you wanted to live in this shit...go ahead guys...
Tears is something I always hold but when its time, I will cry like a baby..
Baby is cute..but shit is nasty..
no one wants to live in this shit...

Mind my language! all seems to be upside down...
urghhh....

toodles...

I'm alright then

I'm lost in this world full of darkness...
Living in the darkness overshadows by other people's life...
the bright blue moon shines in the middle of the night...
Living behind its radiance...which trembled behind the closing doors..

Assume that I know everything like I have it at the back of my hand...
But the hand sometimes can't hide anything...
hands do bad things....
can't be trusted any longer...

I just don't want to scare myself with this dangerous life...
It was 3 hours ago...when I received a message.
It was full of dark and evil forces in it..
one might not see with its bare eyes...and couldn't listen to the sound of the tiny creepy little things..

War isn't very pleasant to hear when you're sick...
music is the finest lullaby you might listen when you're alone..
something is not right here....

That's a lie! 
That's a lie....

Its not me who blurted it out! 
You must've been overwhelmed by all those lies....
I'm certainly not understand..
Giving orders and what not....I thought you're my friend....
I can't find my way back...
I'm lost...
Lost in this world full of darkness..... 

Comel

 

^^

.............

It's WED

This afternoon I had a great day off from class. The weather was beautiful, yet it rained quite heavily after that. I had a headache and lied on the bed after taking my med. I kinda miss my time with family and friends, where we ate delicious foods, and spent quality time together.  After working so much, it was so nice to relax and unwind. 

I hope you all had a great time too!

I'm bored

Chasing Pavements- I have been listening to this song so much lately.  I have nothing much to do these days.. I feel kinda sorry for myself. I should be doing something.  I have been so lazy seriously!  I just got into a terrible love story where I think I shouldn't be bother to.  
But I hope the song will bring me peace :-)

^^

A little glitter of my heart

 

It was a long evening, alone in the room. I was considered to do my work but I was listening to music all the time. But that is not the point now....
...
.....

This evening I met you again... there was an awkward moment, both you and me had nothing to say to each other. I'm happy though. After awhile, I started laughing and couldn't stop. I know you heard me. What is more than the need to be known? It is the entirety of intimacy, love, living,..this knowing. I give myself over to it.
What do I miss most? The first day we met, we talked, the way you look at me, the way you greeted me, the way you wanted so much to talk with me, how you choose me over your friends.. how everything was done just for me, your texts,..your smile... 
I just want you to be happy being with me all along....
That was yesterday....
The memories, now lingering in my mind....
Trying the hardest way to put it aside...
This won't fade away....
Coz I know, it last with the beauty you have made for me...
 

As days went by, my life another...
I know you know I was there all along, but you made no sign to me.
The only thing I can do now is close my eyes and hope.
Hoping for one day, we can be together, as we used to be.

It's a little glitter of my heart.

Silly

I used to get up early. I was like an early bird who isn't particularly interested in getting the worm. Today, I was late, 30 minutes late for the class. The class started at 9am, and I was like so late until I decided to stay in the room. In fact, my roommate was still asleep. On this Tuesday morning in October the sun was quite shiny and bright. The so called 'dark forest' behind our hostels was still asleep. The hostel where I live felt quite and snug under such atmosphere. outside the window, the sky was blue. It is hard to find the sky without a single cloud nowadays. My table was full of junks and things. Things I couldn't managed at all. So I made myself busy this morning by cleaning up the messes and put away the unwanted things in the garbage bin. I think I did something useful even though I didn't go to class. But it doesn't seem quite alright. This is my silly mistake of waking up so late! I should change. I don't want you to get me wrong, I did woke up early, after the subuh prayer, I sat in front of the laptop tried to finish my presentation which I did. Then fall asleep again...pfft...

...........

Reminder of The Day

 

Indeed, Allah is my Lord and your Lord, so worship Him. That is the straight path.

Tak semanis Impian

 

Hidup ini tak semanis impian....
Adakala kita di atas, adakala di bawah....
Orang suka, orang tak suka...
You think 'Sorry' is enough? 
Tak semudah itu..... 
sometimes kita pergi terlalu jauh until kita sendiri tak tahu kemana arah nak dituju...
Di saat itu, tak da siapa yang mahu menolong....
Ini suatu realiti...yang perlu kita tempuh...
Dimana kita berbuat baik dipandang serong...
Tatkala hati ikhlas di cemuh2...
Disaat kita hadir, dihalau..
Dimana letaknya iman? dimana letaknya sebuah harga diri?
Tidak tahu kemana pergi...
itulah, hidup tak semanis impian...
Sabar? cukup ke?
tunjukkan apa yang sebenar-benar sabar dalam hidup...
Buktikan manusia itu sempurna?
Jawabku 'tiada yang perfect'
Kesalahan itu di letakkan diatas bahu, kenapa bukan di lutut?
kerana bahu masih boleh memikul, tetapi lutut tidak...
Jalanmu bersimpang siur...
peta dunia sekali pun tidak dapat memberi arah...
Hanya iman menjadi penyuluh....
Ya Allah, kuatkan hati hambamu ini...
Buktikanlah manusia boleh berasa bahagia sungguhpun 'Hidup ini tak semanis impian'



(-_-)"

Remember

   Remember, every single deed you have done will be written, even the smallest one.

Shorter than tweets

Best friends. Nothing more, nothing less....

All of my friendships are seasonal.....

I deserve my friends and enemies....

New friends, new lease for love...

Blessed to have friends who listen......

Istiqamah

Alhamdulillah...
October is here,....so start a new life....
Study.....study...and study.....

^^ toodles