Its a holiday

Dear blog,

Its been awhile. Now dah cuti semester. Setelah bertarung nyawa menyiapkan assignments dan mentelaah buku2 during exam week, akhirnya dapat jugak masa utk aku berehat. 
While people enjoying their holiday somewhere else around the world, i'd spend the entire holiday at home with family and friends. Kinda bored somehow. Next year nak menyimpan duit sikit nak jalan jauh gak. Plan nak jalan dekat2 saja, budget lah katekan. Malaysia pun tak habis teroka. 
Anyways, aku ada bawa balik some novels and some exercise book. Haha bunyi macam rajin je. But actually aku nak start writing again, dah berkarat writing skills aku. Practice banyak2. Aim untuk baca 2 novel dalam seminggu. We'll see, whether i can do it or not.

Talk again soon.

Trip

Dear blog,

Just thought I'd do a random post.
So two weeks ago I went to Penang with some friends. I was actually kinda tired and headache when went on that trip. Although, I pretty much got used to it and found it quite peaceful to be away from all the hyper tension I had in ipg...
So we went to Penang Hill of course, Gurney Plaza, Feringgi beach and few others.

The fox and his friends

Dear blog,
Please ignore the title..hu2

There has been a little problem around here and I find it quite disturbing.
For I who always been in such situation, know how they feel and how worried they are when encounter such relationship conflicts. yeah its normal though..
but its funny to see how they react to the problems.. Just take it easy.
Here's a thing, .. for we who claims to be a good friend, we should not encourage our friends to do something bad and be nice as well try to cool down the situation. If he is in need of advice, give a good one, and help him to find the solution. Perhaps we might consider this, the concept of life which I found really helpful, live our lives from the inside, not from the outside...Do not be influenced by what people say or doing...What's going on outside, stay outside. Don't be too overwhelmed by what people said and making us Ruthless and cruel to others...
Be professional. Don't bother the problems at all. What matter now is our happiness...and be kind..and let go..
If you are feeling depressed, ask yourself "what I have done?" ... 
and look for a good way to fix the problem yourself ..

Try be positive...
Talk again soon.

untangled

Dear blog,

its been a rather hectic month again since i wrote here. There were so much to talk about until i forgot everything. I need to untangled the memories and put the pieces together again. I missed this blog so much!
I don't really know what to say or where to begin with. Should i write about my reunion or eid celebration first? Or else i just live them and write about my week at school during Sbe? Haha
never mind though. I couldn't careless.
anything would do, no?
anyway we are approaching the middle of the war. Means that, i need to focus more on studies and put my head on the game. No pain no gain. I'd rather see how true it is to me. Catch you later blog!
talk again. Bye!

A moment please

Dear blog,

This has been a rather hectic week, as always the week before, full of events and everyone is in a rush to finish their assignments before we start our Raya break.
Recently I was caught absence from class on the Monday morning. I was so sick all morning as I didn't sleep the whole night finishing my other coursework assignment. So that was it. My lecturer decided to take an action on the five of us. 'PINK Letter' or so called warning letter is not something I intended to get. However, that was my unlucky day. Anyway I learn something from that.
Getting the pink form is not mean that I'm the bad guy for purposely ponteng the class, I was just unfortunate. I'm not going to live up with the term 'bad student', I'm gonna prove that I'm good. You know what, bad things always happen to good people. ahakz! made it up myself. 
While I'm writing this, the rest of us are eager to get the allowance on Monday as promised. Apparently, we all need money in life right? I already make a checklist of what are the things I'd get for myself, family and friends. But always to bear in mind to use money wisely. 
Oh ya!, this morning I woke up with terrible migrain and I was vomiting all over the room (I'm exaggerating it) haha..actually I threw out in the baldi. I was sick again. Thanks to my friend who willingly to take me to the clinic. The doctor said that it was the effect of my gastric. AGAIN gastritis is the problem. I couldn't move as my head glued to the pillow. I can't sleep either.The pain was at behind my neck, up to the head, plus I felt that my eyes were gonna pop out! I really need to take care of my body with the best possible.

On that note, if you need a little push falling in love with your job, you'd probably take a break and rest well and see what the result is and feel the happiness switched.
That wraps it up for today, thanks for reading.

Till next week!

blah blah blah

Dear blog,

I'm in the middle of Ramadhan, the holy month for us Muslims.
Life going on well so far. 
Assignments start to pile up already...and I start to feel the heat.
less talk during the fasting month and hardly trying to become better each day.
Its not enough with trying, I have to step in do the work for real.

"Maka sifat sabar itu adalah sikap yang baik, dan hanya Allah sahajalah tempat meminta pertolongan" (Surah Yusuf:18

Getting back here

Dear blog,
Its been awhile.
I have been busy for the last three weeks, in fact will be busy again soon
So I'm just stopping by to say hello and may things run smoothly as planned.
Anyway, I just got back from Bina Insan Guru program for three days and two nights..
It was the first time I had a 'keluarga angkat'. I kinda miss them already, ummi, abah, tok, diana, dilla, amelin, and hazim. Will post some more pics after this.

So now must get back to work and focus on my life. 
Oh ya, Ramadhan is on its way. So lets us pray for the barakah and hidayah for this holy month.
Talk again soon. 

Except a lot

Warming Up Ramadhan~

Searching for happiness

Dear blog,

I know for sure that I've been circling by so many probs and I know that I can't say that as problems, as problem is what you want it to be. So let be it, face it and be strong.

Be cool. I know sometimes it hurts, but think of what it gives you when you get over it.

Happiness is not the absence of problems, but the strength to deal with them. Strength doesn't come from what you can do; it comes from overcoming the things you once thought you couldn't do.

Happiness is never constant. Surrendering to your sadness, or whatever negative emotion is trying to come to the surface, does not make you a bad person. But remember, if you aren’t sincerely thankful for every smile, don’t be totally shocked by every tear. Keep things in perspective.

Talk more soon.

Sleep!