Just a starter

Dear blog,

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hello there. I've not been writing anything in here since last year. I've been busy the whole year. 

There are so many things to write and to share to be honest. Just that I don't have the right time to drop my thoughts here. 

Early this week, I made promise to myself to start writing again in this blog. SO today I try my best to open it and have myself writing. I don't really have anything in mind for now, just that I feel its time fro me to write something. 

I don't know where to begin. Writing is merely expressing thoughts into something. Whatever comes to my mind, I try to put it here nicely. 

Even 2018 has not come to an end yet, but I've gone thru so many wonderful and some quite awful things thru out the year. Each year I learned many different things and experience different feelings and met different kinds of people. I feel grateful and thankful I still have my family with me every minute of the day. What do I do without them. I learned a lot about myself. Knowing who I really was. Sometimes, I too do wrong things. But that doesn't mean I have to stop forgiving myself. Well, to live this life, I need to be brave and embrace all the difficulties in life. Insyaallah, Allah will always be there to guide me thru this world. 

I think I gotta stop now, enough with the warm up.

will write again soon with a lot of things to tell about.

I will miss you everyday

Dear blog, 

I think the purest of souls, those with the most fragile of hearts, must be meant for a short life. They can't be tethered or held in your palm forever.

I'm sorry I couldn't write here for so long. I have been very busy. Busy like a bee. So much has happened over the past few months and still I hardy find any time to write.

I was badly in fever by the recent weather after I got back from Sarawak. Alhamdulillah, I recovered very fast. 

On the end of November last year, I was shocked and saddened by the news of my beloved friend Amir had an accident and passed away on that day. It was supposed to be his last day of practical and we were hoping to see him on December.But it turned out the last day we see each other was on June. He was very dear to me as I'll always remember how much fun we had and all the other sweet things we did together. 

It was Friday. It had been a normal morning and the weather was fine. I was in the class. Not noticing that I was really agigated by the time as I couldn't wait that long to end the class. I never know this thing would happened. 

Death leaves us with a heartache that no one can heal, love leaves us with a memory that no one can steal.

Rest in peace Amir. Thank you for everything. Thank you for the friendship, love, help, ups and downs, good and bad times together.... thank you for beinf my friend when I was in need. You are a trully a friend indeed.