Its a holiday

Dear blog,

Its been awhile. Now dah cuti semester. Setelah bertarung nyawa menyiapkan assignments dan mentelaah buku2 during exam week, akhirnya dapat jugak masa utk aku berehat. 
While people enjoying their holiday somewhere else around the world, i'd spend the entire holiday at home with family and friends. Kinda bored somehow. Next year nak menyimpan duit sikit nak jalan jauh gak. Plan nak jalan dekat2 saja, budget lah katekan. Malaysia pun tak habis teroka. 
Anyways, aku ada bawa balik some novels and some exercise book. Haha bunyi macam rajin je. But actually aku nak start writing again, dah berkarat writing skills aku. Practice banyak2. Aim untuk baca 2 novel dalam seminggu. We'll see, whether i can do it or not.

Talk again soon.

Trip

Dear blog,

Just thought I'd do a random post.
So two weeks ago I went to Penang with some friends. I was actually kinda tired and headache when went on that trip. Although, I pretty much got used to it and found it quite peaceful to be away from all the hyper tension I had in ipg...
So we went to Penang Hill of course, Gurney Plaza, Feringgi beach and few others.

The fox and his friends

Dear blog,
Please ignore the title..hu2

There has been a little problem around here and I find it quite disturbing.
For I who always been in such situation, know how they feel and how worried they are when encounter such relationship conflicts. yeah its normal though..
but its funny to see how they react to the problems.. Just take it easy.
Here's a thing, .. for we who claims to be a good friend, we should not encourage our friends to do something bad and be nice as well try to cool down the situation. If he is in need of advice, give a good one, and help him to find the solution. Perhaps we might consider this, the concept of life which I found really helpful, live our lives from the inside, not from the outside...Do not be influenced by what people say or doing...What's going on outside, stay outside. Don't be too overwhelmed by what people said and making us Ruthless and cruel to others...
Be professional. Don't bother the problems at all. What matter now is our happiness...and be kind..and let go..
If you are feeling depressed, ask yourself "what I have done?" ... 
and look for a good way to fix the problem yourself ..

Try be positive...
Talk again soon.

untangled

Dear blog,

its been a rather hectic month again since i wrote here. There were so much to talk about until i forgot everything. I need to untangled the memories and put the pieces together again. I missed this blog so much!
I don't really know what to say or where to begin with. Should i write about my reunion or eid celebration first? Or else i just live them and write about my week at school during Sbe? Haha
never mind though. I couldn't careless.
anything would do, no?
anyway we are approaching the middle of the war. Means that, i need to focus more on studies and put my head on the game. No pain no gain. I'd rather see how true it is to me. Catch you later blog!
talk again. Bye!

A moment please

Dear blog,

This has been a rather hectic week, as always the week before, full of events and everyone is in a rush to finish their assignments before we start our Raya break.
Recently I was caught absence from class on the Monday morning. I was so sick all morning as I didn't sleep the whole night finishing my other coursework assignment. So that was it. My lecturer decided to take an action on the five of us. 'PINK Letter' or so called warning letter is not something I intended to get. However, that was my unlucky day. Anyway I learn something from that.
Getting the pink form is not mean that I'm the bad guy for purposely ponteng the class, I was just unfortunate. I'm not going to live up with the term 'bad student', I'm gonna prove that I'm good. You know what, bad things always happen to good people. ahakz! made it up myself. 
While I'm writing this, the rest of us are eager to get the allowance on Monday as promised. Apparently, we all need money in life right? I already make a checklist of what are the things I'd get for myself, family and friends. But always to bear in mind to use money wisely. 
Oh ya!, this morning I woke up with terrible migrain and I was vomiting all over the room (I'm exaggerating it) haha..actually I threw out in the baldi. I was sick again. Thanks to my friend who willingly to take me to the clinic. The doctor said that it was the effect of my gastric. AGAIN gastritis is the problem. I couldn't move as my head glued to the pillow. I can't sleep either.The pain was at behind my neck, up to the head, plus I felt that my eyes were gonna pop out! I really need to take care of my body with the best possible.

On that note, if you need a little push falling in love with your job, you'd probably take a break and rest well and see what the result is and feel the happiness switched.
That wraps it up for today, thanks for reading.

Till next week!

blah blah blah

Dear blog,

I'm in the middle of Ramadhan, the holy month for us Muslims.
Life going on well so far. 
Assignments start to pile up already...and I start to feel the heat.
less talk during the fasting month and hardly trying to become better each day.
Its not enough with trying, I have to step in do the work for real.

"Maka sifat sabar itu adalah sikap yang baik, dan hanya Allah sahajalah tempat meminta pertolongan" (Surah Yusuf:18

Getting back here

Dear blog,
Its been awhile.
I have been busy for the last three weeks, in fact will be busy again soon
So I'm just stopping by to say hello and may things run smoothly as planned.
Anyway, I just got back from Bina Insan Guru program for three days and two nights..
It was the first time I had a 'keluarga angkat'. I kinda miss them already, ummi, abah, tok, diana, dilla, amelin, and hazim. Will post some more pics after this.

So now must get back to work and focus on my life. 
Oh ya, Ramadhan is on its way. So lets us pray for the barakah and hidayah for this holy month.
Talk again soon. 

Except a lot

Warming Up Ramadhan~

Searching for happiness

Dear blog,

I know for sure that I've been circling by so many probs and I know that I can't say that as problems, as problem is what you want it to be. So let be it, face it and be strong.

Be cool. I know sometimes it hurts, but think of what it gives you when you get over it.

Happiness is not the absence of problems, but the strength to deal with them. Strength doesn't come from what you can do; it comes from overcoming the things you once thought you couldn't do.

Happiness is never constant. Surrendering to your sadness, or whatever negative emotion is trying to come to the surface, does not make you a bad person. But remember, if you aren’t sincerely thankful for every smile, don’t be totally shocked by every tear. Keep things in perspective.

Talk more soon.

Sleep!

Exciting Activities you can do

1.  leave an encouraging note for someone to find.

2.  compliment 5 people today.

3.  give a powerful hug (for 10 sec.) to a family member or loved one.

4.  write a letter to your best friend, explaining how much you love them.

5.  stare in the mirror for 3 minutes and notice your favorite features about yourself.

6.  hold your own hand when you go to sleep.

7.  sing your favorite song in public.  if you can't sing, hum it.

8.  leave an anonymous note in a neighbors mailbox that shares your favorite food recipe.

9.  sit in silence and think about the last time you selflessly/generously helped someone out . . .
     now reenact that same gesture with someone new.

10.  spend time with yourself.  go to the movies or a restaurant alone.

11.  have a nice conversation with 2 strangers today.

12.  put on some music and dance in your room until you break a sweat.

13.  contact someone from your past that you were on bad terms with, and tell them you're
       sorry.

14.  if you ever need inspiration, call this number: 1 - 415 - 546 - 3742
      (don't worry, its free and automated. all you have to do is just listen :-)

15.  the next time someone makes you mad, think about how ridiculous it is and laugh about it.

16.  on a piece of paper, draw a cartoon version of yourself.  on one side of you, make a list
       of your best qualities, and on the other side, make a list of things you can improve on.

17.  look at pictures of the universe to remind yourself how small you are.

18.  buy someone else a cup of coffee at a cafe'.

19.  cook yourself a homemade meal and eat it as slow as possible.  enjoy it.  don't rush.

20.  take more naps.  rest well.

thanks for participating!
i hope you feel better.  if you don't, maybe you should try doing another one.

HAve a good life people!

Half full

Dear blog,

KInda miss them already...

Here me again with you...

Its been a week or less the holidays has started. I know somehow I'm doing fine at home with my family.

Make myself busy and helpful at home with reading some novels on the shelves and baby sitting my niece every day. Me and Hani fight a lot these days and hoping she's fine with that. haha how could a 3 year old kid would be fine if the uncle always bullying her? haha we are just having some fun together. doing stuffs together like drawing and quarreling day and night. 

Last Saturday me and friends met up and went to swimming at the near Sg Bil which is the famous recreation park (so-called park) here. So that was that, we spent quite a time there and had a hilarious time together and making fun of people. haha. Don't blame me for doing such things as I used to it already. We had some fun though.

Isn't he's cute? found him somewhere in tumblr

Yeah having said that, although I had some fun and spending my luxurious time with my sister and niece, I don't have the opportunity to snap any photos of us together. haha you know, as new tech being invented and the economic level also decreases so haha NO piCtchas!! hehe....

I've been listening to 'Cold hearted Snake' by Paula Abdul recently and kinda hooked up with it..huhu

anyway hope I'll have a such wonderful holidays!

talk again soon.

  

Mid Term Break

Dear bloggie,

I'm going home today.

Though I long for this moment to come, its hard to leave this place. Place where all memories tangled.

If people are disappointed in me that's their choice. I live my life the way I want, not the way someone else wants me to. So back off people!

Surprisingly, I've grown to be a person who could see things through many perspectives. Thanks to my friends and family who were there all the time to back me up.Though the time won't last longer for me to live in this world, I have to do what ever I possibly could to achieve happiness in life.

Now, without noticing, we are about to close our gate soon. Its break time everyone.! Have a good holiday!

Me too have planning to meet some friends and make myself useful at home.

Till then.

Happy Hols!

"most people expect to receive before giving but not realizing that we need to give before we receive. Lets start giving and change our life."

Be strong

KpOp

Happy Teacher's Day

Went thru it

Dear blog,

Last week we were actually kinda bored with the exam and what not. So we made short decision to have a quick-so-called-vacation at Pangkor island. 

As for me, after being in such a terrible time reading the books and encountered some problems in life, I need to take break!

So it was Eblin's idea, and along with Mira persuaded Kimi to take us there. Luckily he was so kind and excited enough to go with us. Thanks kimi!! hehe

It was a two hours or so journey to the island. We brought along snacks and some other things which we might think useful when we were there. 

Hope you had a great week ahead!

Thank God

The most commonly and most sincerely repeated word in Gaza;

Say Alhamdulillah from the heart :) Alhamdulillah

Election 13

Elections...

Yes, tomorrow is election day in Malaysia. But what saddens many foreigners is the sight of so much wasted cloth and paper on flags and posters!

We don't get to vote, but what I would love to see is, regardless of which party wins the elections, every party should go around the streets of the country and clean up their respective flags and posters! And ideally, if they could use the cloth and turn them into clothing for the poor in impoverished countries around the world, that would show a beautiful example of Malaysia!

Malaysia is a wonderful country, and we would love to see it progress with the unity and harmony of its citizens!

I ask Allah to bring peace to Malaysia, allow the elections to run smoothly, and to allow the best party for the people of this country to win and actually benefit the nation so that it is an example for the rest of the world!

-Dadood Butt

Weigh less

I don't know about this before... so start sleeping guys...

c ya..^^

7 perkara setiap hari

1. Cakap positif pada diri

2. Imej positif ttg diri

3. Orang positif

4.. Makanan minda positif dgn ilmu bukan berita

5. Perkembangan diri positif dgn seminar dan latihan

6. Tabiat kesihatan positif

7. Jangkaan positif

Don't be afraid to change. You may lose something good, but you may gain something even better. =D

^^

Tak cukup baik

Short one

Dear blog,

I know something to be true, which is some good things will happen after bad things happened.

Realizing our mistakes and try to make it up is one step closer to do good things, rather than just keep it bad forever...

Recently, I just stumbled with something that made me realize that world is cruel where people always talk bad about other people and backstabbing person won't live longer..haha

end with that. Just a reminder for today.

Isn't this looks delicious? drooling... (^.....,^)"

Anyway, this morning we had our CPT and it was kinda easy...haha...naahh...it was quite hard actually...especially for the listening part...Even so, I'm used to British accent so there'd be easy for me..cehwah....just wait for the result..

Exam is on its way....just waiting patiently and preparing myself for it...

Talk again soon. 

Don't Lose Hope

^^

Indeed

Audit my self and pray harder

Only Allah can be my guide...please O' Allah forgive me and accept my ibadah....
I need to change....

Audit

Dear blog,

People with small mind  always make excuses , part of the problem and always finding reasons not to do something and focus on what is wrong and always feeling unsatisfied. 
Great people say goodbye to excuses,as it is a part of the solution, always will do whatever it takes to do something, focus on what is good, and always ask "How Can I do to make it better.." 

Lets audit.

MY day so far

Dear blog,

Last Thursday, I went back home and took 1 hour journey from Ipoh to Slim River.  I wasn't that late, but I missed  a train and have to wait until 5pm to take another one. I was at the KTM for a short while so I made myself busy with reading novel, eating crisps and some other stuffs while waiting the train to come. 

I get myself on board at 5pm and went home safely. There at the SR KTM station, my sister and my niece were there waiting for me. I'm still longing to see my niece. Miss her so much. 

Anyway, this short holiday was actually a time I needed the most to rest my head and my body. Though, I need to plan of what I will do when I get to return to Ipg. I was a day late, I skipped class yesterday, went back to ipg around 3.3opm. Yesterday was quite an interesting journey's I can think of doing. Traveling alone by train, go on bus alone...and reached Batu 8 without needing any help from friends. 

Before this, I don't really like taking buses to go anywhere in the town, as I will take taxi or anything that might comfort me. You know, I was just as just as afraid if anything happen, so I better take precautionary actions by taking an easy way to get on my destination. After awhile, I kinda enjoy traveling by bus and walking alone like a tourist. Yesterday, I met my senior at Surau where we actually had our iftar together. It was nice seeing him and talk to each other about ourselves and yeah kinda reminds me when I was with Abg Ehsan for our usrah. Even though I wasn't fasting yesterday, I still spent some of my time eating with him. 

Unfortunately, I didn't take any photos this time. NVM then. I'm thinking to get a new hp in the next couple of months. Waiting for miracle to happen. haha...

Talk again soon.

SBE

Dear blog,

I did not talk about SBE yet right? actually there is nothing to talk about this SBE....It went well as usual...

We went to SK Bandar Baru Putra which located not far from our campus. It took us 10minutes to reach there. During the five days of SBE, I woke early every morning and kinda feel the feeling of being a real teacher. Sleep early, wake up early every morning, prepare my stuffs before off to bed, everything must be considered perfectly haha...I drove car to the school together with other 6 gurls...

Do I need to give a commentary on the school? Just a lil bit only kay...

The school is good, the teachers are all friendly but a bit cocky..especially the English teachers...but I don't know, maybe that time they were preparing for the 'Action Songs' competition so they might be a bit stress out and tired. Who knows right...anyway, they actually did a splendid job, as they won first prize for action songs for the district level. Quite amazing right...I saw how they practice it, it was good, really...haha

Moving on to the headmistress, she was so dedicated toward her job as GB at that school. She did many things and very particular about teacher's responsibilities and performances. She even had a session with me to share her experiences about how she manages the school. I was quite amazed by the way she handles her job. 

Anyway, thats her job, surely she must do it perfectly as a Guru Besar right..? I gained many experiences from the SBE...mostly on how to manage classroom and plan a good lesson for English subject.

toodles...

Finally

Dear blog, 

Assalamualaikum....^^

There have been so many things happened for the last three weeks and I was actually kinda happy about it. I did enjoy every moment I spent here with friends and assignments, those can't be erase from memory ever. So it's time that I start making bigger decisions in my life since I'm not getting younger, and working on one of my life goals (to be educator) is in process...!!

I'm starting slowly plan and actively involve in everything and taking the full of responsibilities in my journey there which of course will still take some time and effort to do so.. At the same time, I have been busy with motivational talk and admire Prof Dr Muhaya so much for her words of wisdom which make me realize to be good in life must consider many aspects and might give up on some negative attitudes...I also been talking to a lot of people and receiving a lot of advice and support which will hopefully push me along. 

Here I brought you some memories during our visit at the Kompleks Kraft Kuala Lumpur, I-city and trick museum...

I will post the rest later...

^^